I went through my blog to link to yours and I have music on it and the random song that started up was unforgetable, isn't that the truth. My heart goes out to you!
Professional Mom of two cats, a dog, an ant farm, and oh yeah...two boys: a 6 year old and a 3 year old. Also found in my house is my husband who is known on this blog as The Big Giraffe.
For those of us who didn't get an instruction manual with our babies and for whom parenting hasn't always gone as planned. On a more serious note this blog is about supporting a woman's ability to make her own choices about parenting including the choice, for whatever reason, to bottle feed her babies formula.
That is a beautiful picture.
I hope your memories to Merlin might sooth the pain a bit. I'm sorry for your loss!